Post by texthegreyt on Apr 17, 2006 20:03:55 GMT -5
Today is one of the saddest anniversary I've had to observe. I cannot believe it has been 1 year already...the sadness has not subsided much. I cry for him more often than I don't. I call one of my boys that I have now Tex quite often and then will tear up when I catch my mistake. I miss him as much as I did the day he had to leave me, one year ago today.
Today I went to the ball park where he left me, at the same time that he passed away last year (right by my side) but they now have locks there...I jumped the fence and went to sit where I last pet my boy while we were both together here on this earth. I cried like it was happening all over again.
Tex was my heart boy and I was his heart momma. He did not get outta bed until I got out of bed, he did not want to go for a walk with DH if I was home but not joining them. DH use to try to tempt Tex to eat by adding yummy yogurt and cheese but he did not eat his supper until I came home from work even if I was working the late shift. DH used to get hurt feeling b/c Tex turn around and walk away after greeting DH at the door if I weren't with him.
I love my boys Chevy, Devin and Murphy, and they have filled my heart when I thought it was never possible but there is still one small break that no one could ever fix...
Momma misses you Co-co Beans...I love you Beaner, Beaner...I am sending you ear scritches and hugs today and everyday.
Today I went to the ball park where he left me, at the same time that he passed away last year (right by my side) but they now have locks there...I jumped the fence and went to sit where I last pet my boy while we were both together here on this earth. I cried like it was happening all over again.
Tex was my heart boy and I was his heart momma. He did not get outta bed until I got out of bed, he did not want to go for a walk with DH if I was home but not joining them. DH use to try to tempt Tex to eat by adding yummy yogurt and cheese but he did not eat his supper until I came home from work even if I was working the late shift. DH used to get hurt feeling b/c Tex turn around and walk away after greeting DH at the door if I weren't with him.
I love my boys Chevy, Devin and Murphy, and they have filled my heart when I thought it was never possible but there is still one small break that no one could ever fix...
Momma misses you Co-co Beans...I love you Beaner, Beaner...I am sending you ear scritches and hugs today and everyday.
